You'll feel different in the morning.

today is a good day because it feels very calm.
lesley slept with me last night and she wakes up very early.
and we agreed that early this morning it felt very nice in my room.
there was sunlight I never see because it was so early.
she went home to exercise and I went back to sleep and when I woke up the good feeling was still there.
catherine and I went to go get some coffee and work at a place near my house
and then les came back and we sat in a booth taking turns
she leaned against me like a big cat when i told her about the wave in my stomach
we are all here now, sitting on the porch and the breeze is making ocean noises again
it is reminding me of how i feel now about time
like i am not ascending or progressing but living in loops
that swish through the palm fronds
when i pull in the driveway here at night
the bunny that was eating clover races through my headlights back into the brush
and in the morning when i walk to my car
pieces of trees fall on my head from where squirrels are eating
when i come here later, the vines i planted will be taller
and again
lesley will be laying on the porch
touching her hair and telling me she doesn't know who she is.